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Saturday, November 28, 2015

Cast: Byunghyun, Lin


"Shut up, Byunghyun. I don't want to hear anything from you." I told the guy in front of me. He combed his hair using his fingers and sighed harshly.

"This is a misunderstood, Lin, please." 

"No, it's not!"

"Listen to me please."

I shook my head and marched away from him. I felt his hands grabbing mine so I pulled it and continue to walk.

I gritted my teeth as I remembered the scene. He hugged the girl in front of him, and that's not okay. I ran away as fast as I can to my house. Yes, I ran all the way long; hoping that he won't follow me.

I closed the door and ran towards my room, crying. This is hurt. We've been together for almost 3 years and he did this to me? Is he tired of me already? 

I wiped my tears away as I heard my phone ringing. It was him. I ignored it while still looking at the phone. There's 4 messages from him, so I decided to read it.

'I'm not that kind of guy, Lin. Let me explain.'

'Lin, I love you so much that I've never thought of another girl. Believe me.'

'Just answer my call, please?'

'I'm begging you, lin."

I shook my head and threw my phone away. I won't forgive him.

My phone started to ringing again and I was annoyed. I touched the green button to answer the call. "Shut up Byunghyun, I'm tired of this."

"I didn't hug her, she hugged me first."

"Doesn't seems like that to me."

"I swear Lin, she hugged me. Don't you see I'm struggling off from her?"


"Please don't be like this."

I didn't replied to him. It was raining outside so I just let the rain answers it.

"Lin, you there?"


It's weird, why does the rain sounds near to him. "Byunghyun, where are you?"

"Outside your house."

I gasped and ran all the way to the downstairs. I opened the door and saw him. "Are you stupid, Byunghyun!?"

The latter smiled and nodded. "Yes, I am."

I softened a bit and started to cry, making him come closer to me. "No, don't cry. Why are you crying? Stop."

"Because you are stupid, and I just really love you." I said; punching his chest. He smiled and hugged me.

"Don't mad at me again. I don't want to lose you."

I keep on punching his chest while he tighten the hug. I can felt his chuckling so I looked at him. "Why are you crying?"

"Because I thought I almost lost you."

I cried again and hugged him back. I can't think of living without him. Once the hug is released, he looked at me and fixed my hair. I smiled and invited him inside the house. I gave him a towel to dry himself.

"Thanks." He smiled. I bit my lips and nodded. I went to the kitchen to make a hot drink for him.

"Mocha." I passed it to him. He took it while patting the spaces beside him. I nodded and sat beside him. "Sorry Byunghyun."

He startled for a moment before smiling sincerely. He put the mug on the coffee table and leaned his head on my shoulder.

I can felt the butterfly flying around my stomach. He then hugged my waist and drew me closer to him.

"What are you doing, Byunghyun?" It's not like I'm not comfortable, it just so sudden.

"I just miss you, Lin

I blushed and looked away. I can felt that he is chuckling so I slapped his other hand. He laughed. "You're cute."

I chuckled and turned my head to him. "I miss you too." I said and slipped my fingers to his hand.

"I miss you more."

+ 7:19 PM