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missing soul.
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Saturday, February 18, 2017

Love 
malay ver. ft bts

"Oi Lin!" Jerit Taehyung yang cuba memanggil Soolin dari jauh. Setelah beberapa kali panggilan, Soolin menoleh ke belakang; mencari suara tersebut. "Oh Taehyung. Kenapa?"

Soolin memberhentikan langkah lalu menetapkan pandangannya ke arah Taehyung, rakan karibnya. "Namjoon ajak kita lawat Jungkok lepas habis kelas, nak join?" Balas Taehyung sambil menarik lengan baju Soolin; meneruskan perjalanan mereka ke kelas kimia.

"Eunri ada?"

Taehyung hanya mengangguk untuk menjawab persoalan Soolin. Eunri merupakan teman wanita Jungkook, dan Jungkook merupakan 'first love' Soolin. "Alaa Lin, kau datanglah dengan aku. Namjoon nanti pergi dengan Jin, Hoseok, Yoongi. Temanlah aku!"

"Hakalah, pergi je lah dengan dorang."

"Linnn."

"Malaslah, Taehyung." Soolin menggelengkan kepalanya. Buang masa kalau datang, bisik hatinya. "Jebal?" Taehyung memujuk Soolin dengan 'aegyo'-nya, membuatkan Soolin tergelak kecil. "Okay, okay aku ikut."

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"Ehei Hoseok!" Tegur Soolin apabila dia melihat Hoseok sedang duduk di tepi koridor hospital. "Aye Lin!" Hoseok membalas kembali tegurannya. "Asal kau duduk luar?" Tanya Soolin.

"Dalam bau ubat, tak suka."

"Eleh, luar ni lagi kuat bau ubat."

"Takpe, nurse sini lawa lawa."

Soolin terus memukul bahu Hoseok sambil ketawa. Taehyung yang mendengar kata-kata Hoseok terus mengambil tempat di sebelahnya. "Yang mana satu?"

Lelaki kan, Soolin menggelengkan kepalanya lalu terus ke bilik 140.

Tiba sahaja di hadapan pintu bilik tersebut, Soolin menarik nafas panjang sambil membetulkan kardigan sekolahnya lalu menolah pintu tersebut.

"Er, hello?"

Namjoon dan Yoongi mengalihkan pandangan mereka ke arah Soolin, diikuti oleh Jin, Jimin, Eunri dan Jungkook. "Man, you're finally here." Namjoon terus berdiri dan menarik tangan Soolin. "Jungkook nak cakap sesuatu dengan kau secara personal." Kata Jimin, membuatkan mereka semua berdiri dan menuju ke pintu keluar.

"Hai, Soolin." Jungkook memulakan perbualan mereka apabila yang lain telah keluar. "Hey." Soolin memaksa bibirnya untuk senyum lalu duduk di sebelah Jungkook. "Jungkook okay? Dah makin sihat?" Tanya Soolin, mencuba untuk membuang perasaan janggal di antara mereka.

"Yep, makin sihat dah." Jungkook senyum ke arah Soolin sebelum meneruskan kata-katanya. "Taehyung suka Lin."

Soolin mengangkat kening kirinya. "Hm?"

"Maafkan Jungkook sebab tak dapat balas perasaan Lin. Taehyung sayangkan Lin, and Jungkook tak sanggup nak rampas Lin dari Taehyung. Sekarang Jungkook dah ada Eunri, jadi Jungkook rasa Lin patut tahu perasaan Taehyung terhadap Lin." Jelas Jungkook. Soolin terdiam, terkejut dengan penjelasan Jungkook. "Betul.... ke?" Tanya Soolin sekali lagi. Jungkook sekali lagi tersenyum dan mengganguk kepalanya.


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"Nasib baik Jungkook dah okay sikit." Ujar Taehyung. Mereka sekarang ini dalam perjalanan pulang ke rumah. "Er, Taehyung. Jungkook ada kata sesuatu." Taehyung terus mengalihkan pandangannya ke arah Soolin. "A-apa?"

"Dia kata.... kau suka aku."

Taehyung membesarkan matanya dan memandang ke arah yang bertentangan. "Taehyung?" Soolin menepuk bahu jejaka di sebelahnya itu.

Tanpa berfikir panjang, Taehyung terus melarikan diri; meninggalkan Soolin di situ. Soolin hanya memandang dari jauh, tidak mampu mengejarnya. Dia mengeluarkan telefon bimbitnya lalu menelefon Taehyung, tetapi tidak diangkat. "Ei dia ni pergi mana?" Soolin melihat kawasan sekelilingnya. Taman Bunga mungkin, fikirnya sebelum meneruskan perjalanan.

'Taehyung'. Soolin memandang ke arah Taehyung yang sedang menekup wajahnya. Soolin terus berjalan ke arah Taehyung dan mencuit bahunya. "Oit."

Taehyung melihat mata Soolin lalu terus mengalihkan pandangannya. "Kenapa kau lari?"

Taehyung masih diam; tidak menghiraukan pertanyaan Soolin. "Taehyung! Asal kau lari tadi? Aku nak kejar pun teragak-agak."

"Sebab aku malu." Bisik Taehyung. Soolin tidak dapat menafsirkan apa yang dikatakan oleh Taehyung. "Ha? Tak dengar lah"

Taehyung terus memegang bahu Soolin dan memandangnya. "Sebab aku malu. Kau suka Jungkook. Aku dengan Jungkook dah lah beza ketara gila, ada hati nak taruh harapan kat kau."

Soolin tersenyum mendengar luahan Taehyung, membuatkan Taehyung marah. "Senyumlah, senyum. Nak kata aku bodoh lah tu."

"Memang lah, bodoh lah kau ni."

"Ya, aku tahu. Lagi?"

"Bodoh sangat pergi fikir macam tu. Aduhai, kau ni comel juga kan?"

Taehyung mengetap giginya lalu bangun; meninggalkan Soolin lagi sekali. "Weh, sabarlah, tak habis lagi!" Jerit Soolin, mengikut Taehyung dari belakang.

"Diam lah kau."


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CRINGE CRINGE CRINGE
a/n : I would rather write in english instead of malay lol anyway this fanfic was written during form 4 in addmath class. (lol i forgot whether f4 or f5 but then takkan lah nak tulis time kelas cikgu nazliah kan, matilah aku)


+ 6:48 AM


Thursday, February 16, 2017

Gazes.

"Over here!" My sister called me once she found her favourite milkshake booth. I nodded and went to her. I was kind of tired, so I just casually walked to her. To be very honest, there's no need for her to shout out loud as I could see her every thursday galaxy shirt from afar.

I looked at the menu but nothing catch my thirstiness. Is that even a word?

I looked at the mocha milkshake displayer and stared at it for a while to decide whether I want it or not. "Mocha? Your favourite?" I shook my head. I think I don't want any creamy drinks right now. "May I take your order?"

I lifted my head up to see a guy behind the counter smiling toward us. His black cap with the ghost emoji make him looked really adorable. "One chocolate chips milkshake." My sister ordered and pointed to the picture on the menu. He nodded and turned to me. "You, miss?"

"No, for her only."

He nodded at my reply, still smiling, and went to the back. You could say that he's around my age as he looked like the youngest among the other three workers there. I may be too focused on him as I thought about his fair toned skin- which made me stop my thought. Get a grip of yourself, Lin.

I looked around the site, finding my mom. We went here together, but she told me that she was going to buy our dinner since dad will be back from work. Once I found mom was at three booth away from us, I looked to my front.

And at the same time, he turned around to us. I almost, almost thought that he was fixing his gaze onto me but then I forgot about my sister beside me. Well, of course he's looking at her, duh.

I ignored my thought again and waited for my sister to pay for it. She gave the exact amount of money and he thanked her. "Come again."

I nodded at him, to be polite. Before I was about a step away from his booth, he called me. "Miss?"

I raised my right eyebrows in confusion. "Me?"

He chuckled. "Yeah, here." He gave me a mocha milkshake. I was startled at first, but I regained my consciousness within a second. "No, I didn't order it."

"Yes, but it's on me."

Since the other workers were looking at me, I took the milkshake so that at least they won't tease him for getting rejected. I could feel a paper around my hand, which I assumed as the cover. "Thank you." I pointed at the milkshake and smiled.

"You're pretty." He grinned, and then shook his head after. He looked a bit panic. "I mean, you're welcome." To make it less strange, he smiled sheepishly; showing two of his fangs which were really unique. I chuckled and followed my sister.

"He's pretty cute." She whispered to me and winked. I laughed awkwardly and took a sip of the drink. It was a bit sweet, but I really loved it. Damn, I'm pretty sure my face were red as hell at there.

Once mom finally bought our dinner, we went to the car. I entered the back seat and arranged all the plastic bags beside me. I reached out to the cup placer and put my mocha milkshake there.

The milkshake cover fell, so I took it. It was damp....but I think that there's something written there.

Mingyu, 010-xxxx xxxx
p/s: what's your name? :))

I chuckled lightly. That's really cute and adorable. Maybe I'll text him once I arrived home.

Author note: this fanfic kinda remind me that malay song lol dari matamu matamu ku mulai jatuh cinta agsddhklasdfghkl



+ 10:30 AM


Friday, February 10, 2017

Picture.

(the only oneshot that i wrote about my non-bias and dedicated for someone else *coughs* han *coughs*)

"Hey kid." I rolled my eyes at the sound of the familiar voice. "What oldie?"

He gave a hearty chuckle before sitting next to me. I was playing with my phone by the time he took it from me. He usually did that so that I'll pay my attention to him, but I think most of the reason are because he wanted to annoy me. We're the only one at the same age anyway.

"What now?" I groaned.

"I'm bored."

"Yes me too, so let me play my ph-"

"What a lame wallpaper." He cut my words by pointing at my iKON's Junhoe wallpaper. How rude.

"It's not lame you-"

"Let's take a picture." He cut it again, but by making my heart flustered.

He made a gesture, and stood up first. I was clueless but still following him from behind.

"Hey, help me take a picture with Han."

All of our family start teasing us. I'm getting embarrassed.....really. "Come on, Han!"

I bit my lower lips as I glanced at him. He's smiling at the camera with his eyes closed, he looked super adorable. I chuckled and smiled at the camera too.

He took my phone back and go to the settings to change the wallpaper. I just let him do it while I stared at him. The lights from the window refracted onto his dark brown eyes, making him looked beyond reproach.

"Han? Han!" I jumped a bit from my seat and frowned at him. "What?" He chuckled softly. "No, it just you had been staring at me for a good 5 minutes." I blushed madly at his statement. I swear that my cheeks are as red as chilli pepper. "N-no, I was day dreaming..."

"About me?"

"Dream on."

He laughed and showed the new wallpaper. It was the picture where I looked at him and he smiled at the camera...I was caught at staring him!

"I like this picture." He smiled sweetly and gave a small bye before joining the other guys. I touched my chest and felt the heartbeat getting faster. Oh Eric, what had you done to me.


+ 9:45 PM



Secret

I took a sip of my black coffee and scrolled the timeline of my twitter to look at any news that I don't know and already went viral. Great, as far as I seen, nothing about Blaq leaked on the media.

Blaq is the hardest criminal out there that we still can't catch. We, as in the secret agent. Yes, agents. I almost get him in my hand but then if I didn't let go of him, I might fell down off the building. Well, but then again, I shouldn't let go anyway because halfway of falling down, he managed to get into the building back and poof, he's gone.

He was really good in hiding. I'm tired of working alone to catch him, so I need a partner even though I didn't prefer working in team.

"Ace?" I turned around to the voices and saw a tall guy. Must be Seven. "Yes, have a seat." He was wearing a dark blue and a black skinny with sketchers, making him looked normal- and far from an agent.

Right after he sat infront of me, he suddenly burst out laughing. "Yah, what the hell?" I looked at my outfit; I was wearing a dirty pink blouse and white skinny. I fixed my hair and tighten the ponytail. Nothing weird though.

"I thought you're a guy! Duh, how can someone as pretty and soft like  you can be under the same company like mine? Seriously?" I frowned at this. Excuse you, Mr. Tall.

#GirlsPower

And he continued his laughters. "Yeah, yeah, that's why people said don't judge a book by its cover." I said as I rolled my eyes.

The waiter came to our table to take Seven's order. He ordered the same coffee as mine and thanked the waiter. At least this guy over here got manner. He looked around the cafe and I noticed that his eyes were light hazelnut. It compliments his black hair, I wonder whether he have or haven't dyed his hair before. Blue might suited him. I shook of the thought as it sounds weird. I better ask him something to avoid this. "So, why do you want to meet here?"

He raised his eyebrows, and I raised mine too because I was clueless. "Because I want we to get to know each other better of course. That's how we can work it out and be the best partner! Right, right?" He cheerfully explained it to me. Oh boy, I really hate being in a team.

"I'm not giving my personal information to anyone, if it wasn't that clear. How unprofessional of you, kid." I shook my head before continuing. "I thought this meeting was about sharing information about Blaq. That's why I'm here."

Seven chuckled softly and took a sip of his coffee that just being served by the waiter. "Calm down, Park Lin."

I widened my eyes at him as he called my name. "H-how?"

"Never underestimated me, cutie. Even your algorithm can't prevent hacker like me. I don't need to ask you about Blaq, it's already in here." He waved the black smartphone infront of me.

I was a bit startled by this act of him. "Kim Mingyu." He smirked as he heard my words. "Oh, if you knew my name, then not bad."

After I got the code name of my partner, I quickly finding his background by hacking our company's main computer. But I didn't remember reading that he's good in computer.

"But you didn't know I was a girl before?"

"Well, yeah, if I didn't act like that it might be awkward." He shrugged.

"Idiot, it already are, stupid."

"Woah calm down with the nickname, love."

I rolled my eyes and he laughed softly. He reached out his hand, smiling at me. I sighed and shook his hands, giving him a small smile. He grinned widely after that, showing off his fangs. Well, this better be good.


+ 9:40 PM